Conclusions

My first year of college is almost over...Weird! This year has been filled with wonder, heartbreak, happiness, & an endless supply of joy. Things have been graciously taken away while others have been graciously given, & I think I've begun to touch the iceberg of accepting brokenness & transparency, both in myself & others. Change has surrounded me, newness has penetrated my soul, & yet Love has conquered my dislike for both of those things. I'm eternally grateful for a God who has afforded me another day to bask in His mercy, & I pray...

He will be the sure foundation for your times, a rich store of salvation and wisdom and knowledge; the fear of the Lord is the key to this treasure. Isaiah 33:6

This past year, I have only been trying to act justly, love mercy, & walk humbly with my God, & I firmly believe He has manifested Himself in my life in countless ways despite the times I have failed. I have been challenged, I have grown, & I have learned about His character. He has been Giver, Lover, Friend; Secret Keeper, Provider, Pasture Maker. He has been my Foothold that's familiar. He is the Beginning and the End. So, as I press on with my school work, dreaming about the summer days, I'm reminded that He has also been faithful in answering questions and fears that have crept into me about what my summer will hold. Now, I just can't wait for it to start...













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Here's to the tousled hair, no makeup, sitting by the pool (with an obliging boyfriend), carefree days of summer! (As I write this, I'm wondering how many of these days will actually happen.)

Bless & be blessed.

Bizzzzy Beee

I find that when I'm stressed I make lists. Lists & lists & lists. Today, I made four lists. I'm not stressed, but I'm trying to ward off any remnant of those feelings that might have the courage to sneak up on me this week. Here's to the busy week ahead...
















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I'm excited!

Silence

Sometimes, I feel like I'm getting lost in the white noise of this "blogosphere," & as a result, I am discouraged from writing. But, since I am here writing, these words are mine. Neither wrong nor right. As I "say" that, I also know that I haven't been motivated to write. I feel like I haven't had much to say, & honestly, I've had a hard time cracking open my journal to write to the Author of Life. The one who created the idea of pen to paper.

What pains me is that so much of life has happened in the last few weeks. I have been learning, learning, learning. Growing, growing, & growing. I have been living in Him, & I have been fully alive in His promises. But I've been thinking...maybe it's okay to let "life" resonate inside before I can explain it. Maybe it's okay to need quiet & to be silent.

All the while, I have learned that not acknowledging the thriving freedom found in Jesus Christ is cancerous to my soul. Savoring transparency, curiosity, & gratitude are necessary & fruitful. And love just might be the nucleus of all joy.

I hope this early early early Tuesday morning finds you filled with wonder...












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Now to the King eternal, immortal, invisible, the only God, be honor & glory for ever and ever. Amen. First Timothy 1:17

Les Choristes

I would have to say that one of my all time favorite foreign films (I've only seen about four) is Les Choristes. Yes, it's in French. Yes, I hated it when I watched it in high school. But, it's so good. Summary: Clément Mathieu, a music professor, arrives at a boarding school for problematic boys, & changes the lives of the boys through music. It's really very touching...

I would like to watch it without subtitles one day.

Click here for the trailer. 

The Summer Months

When blueberries aren't $5 per carton...

I love baking this beauty. But, I bake the whole pie, of course.
Wild blueberry pie with almond crumble topping...
















I baked it last summer multiple times, and it just goes so well paired with a cool summer night. I cannot wait for summer. I'm not sure what summer holds for me, but I'm excited to see. I'm excited to wait. I'm excited to enjoy SPRING.

See! The winter is past; the rains are over and gone. Flowers appear on the earth; the season of singing has come...
Song of Solomon 2:11-12

Happy Wednesday : )

My Favorite Song

I like to claim this as my theme song for my life:

Well, I've never been a fashion queen
I wear dresses I wear jeans
I've even been known to wear my heart on my sleeve
I'm just your average kid next door
A plain, simple mystery
I'm a self-proclaimed daddy's girl
With my share of idiosyncrasies
But You love me for me

I'm just fine
I see a smile from Heaven
My Father's proud
And I know that I am simply, fearfully, and wonderfully
Made in You
You make it beautiful somehow

I've got old-fashioned sensibilities
I believe chivalry still exists
And I can be a princess
Even when there ain't no prince
So what if I'm right brained
I've got half a mind to disagree
I would rather write the book
Than go and read the movie
So even when I may not rhyme
You always give me reason

Every day, every way
Got my elbows on the table
My mind up in the clouds
I know I'm getting better
I can almost hear You laugh out loud
The more I trust in You
The more I find
What You create is no mistake
It's purpose by design

Beautiful somehow
That is what You do
Beautiful somehow
Beautiful in You


I praise you because I am fearfully & wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. Psalm 139:14

Yes. Yes. And Yes.

Go, Go Steal My Heart

I don't want it back.

I may or may not be walking on Cloud 9 right now. I may or may not have the coolest boyfriend right now. And I may or may not be soaking all of this up right now. Jesus help us, we all love the "honeymoon" phase in a relationship; we all love the "I LOVE YOU's," being beautifully serenaded in the park, meeting the parents (scariest thing in my life thus far) & hopingwishingpraying they like you. It's just that I have to remind myself every day that I can only do these things because God first loved me/us. I can only love someone because I have first been loved. And I mean LOVED. Like, took my cross & gave Your life loved. Thus, I'm always drawn to 1 John 4 when my heart needs a little reality check, a little reminder that it's not me doing the loving.

And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love... We love because he first loved us. 1 John 4:16 & 19

Can March showers bring April flowers? I sure do hope so.